There weren’t the right facilities for neurodivergent people, coming in it was alright. I was getting into the routine of the classes sporting activities and the Ceilis.

i was feeling quite lonely however because I couldn’t work up the courage to talk to the other girls there. The ceilis tended to overwhelm me. The days felt long.

I cried a lot because it wasn’t what I expected and the people who supervised me and the other girls in my house were only a few years older than me and weren’t trained to deal with neurodivergent kids.

i was bottling up my emotions all week and kinda snapped last night so my mam came today to pick me up.

There’s only one problem, I kinda miss the routine now, and I’m experiencing HEAVY FOMO and my mam can’t just drive me back for another three hours just for me to break down again.

i probably won’t be online much for a while because im so used to the digital detox. I’ll post the art I made whilst over there in a bit.

ember over and out 🧅