Well I was having fun, until I keep getting to THAT stupid point.

and I'm TRYING to get PAST it so I CAN have fun working on this again the only problem is, the more that you have like to work on this SAME STUPID PROBLEM to get to that fun part, but it's like NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE to get past, it just seems like everything I did was worthless and all of my ideas just go to waste in the end because I just wanted to have a good time working on something cool and fun but I just don't see the point anymore especially when I've been working on this specific thing for about an entire year, and I see no point in working on it anymore if it's gonna take me another whole year of doing the same thing and more than that

I honestly think I just suck at being a game developer.