My throat burns with stomch acid and I'm on the verge of crying thanks to SOMEONES little stunt with my boyfriend last night.

I was literally on the verge of stabbing myself through the heart with my Yamato (it's the only metal one).

Not only has [unspecified user] previously dated two of my other lovers and even cheated on one.

And TV didn't help at all. Last night it took three episodes which was 30 MINUTES OF MY DAMN LIFE I'LL NEVER GET BACK. TO COVER A MOTHER FUCKING LOVE STORY!

NOT SOMETHING YOU WANT TO SEE WHEN YOUR BOYFRIEND TRIES TO ASK OUT YOUR OTHER ONE!

Needless to say I slept horribly and I'm on the verge of crying every second I'm reminded of my past experiences or if I even see their posts or dms.

Doesn't help that I've been losing feelings for the two of them involved, but the other two haven't tried to get together behind my back so their fine and I love them much more.