I don't know exactly what went through your head for you to think this.

Because- and I'm sure you've probably read what I told Nico and Name

But you were supportive at first.. and it hurts me so much to see you blame my lust for this... I mean- I know I'm freaky as hell... but what I said was true... I love you more than every user on this site combined... Google the 'drunk on love' definition because that's how I felt every time I thought of you- (it's not like alcohol, you just feel tipsy and super loving towards the person).

I still want to be friends, and stuff you know... but I don't feel like being in a poly relationship is right for me, and I don't feel right dating someone in a poly relationship is right for me either... I was so happy that you understood at first (https://gamejolt.com/p/look-atzeafpe-atcascadeplatinumplus-because-her-main-is-on-timeou-h5hqb2nd) and that meant the world to me... but now... I feel numb... if you want to keep ignoring me and keep drinking your problems away then fine... that's your problem now...

And to quote everything I said to @nicopro_XD_

Just for comparison, I'm religious (doesn't stop me from doing many of the things I do) and I never say omg or swear on go. I don't like to use his name in vain, but this had me...

and @UseThisNamePls