Like she tried to watch me at prom and I had to had fun in spite of her being there just so she would fucking leave me alone

First she watched me, then purposely sat nearby, then on the dance floor was nearby and tried getting close to me several times but my friend blocked her and she gave up

I'm done, I'm fucking done

Could she just

GET OUT OF MY HEAD

I can't deal with it

If she starts to find ways to stalk me after we get out of high school I might actually end up fucking killing myself and I don't want to, because I know I have a lot ahead of me and that I can do good things but she stresses me out so much and I have no doubt that when I turn 18 she'll try to talk to me like I've been acting like I hate her WHEN IT'S NOT AN ACT!!!!! I HATE HER SO MUCH I'D RATHER FIE THAN DEAL WITH HER BULLSHIT!!

IT'S BEEN TWO FUCKING YEARS!!!! I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS BITCH ANYMORE AND THE ONLY THINGS RHAT WOILD WORK I CAN'T FUCKING DO CAUSE I DON'T HAVE PROOF YET AND ON TOP OF THAT THIS ALONE IS WHAT SHE WANTS!!!!

I HATE HAVING EMOTIONS EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T SHOW THEM LIKE MOST!!!!

I just....

I can't....

I won't do anything to myself if you read this far, just know I might be venting later

A lot probably.... Idk....

I already have a feeling today's gonna fucking suck, which sucks since prom wasn't that long ago

Anyways I gtg, sorry you had to see me like this I just don't know how else to get my emotions out since I'm such a fucking corpse irl all I can do is look depressed or fake happiness

I probably won't respond for awhile due to school, and I have testing

Later