I’m done with the emotional abuse. I hate that my father said “can we send Ronan back to school so he gets his ass kicked? Maybe those bullies were serving a purpose.” Because I was being open and being myself and goofing around with my baby sister…  like wtf. It’s gonna eventually kill me inside. I mean it ALREADY HURT LAST NIGHT HEARING HIS LAUGH… THAT SAME DAMN LAUGH I USED TO HEAR… Thats not my father. My father died when he went to jail all those years ago. He wouldn’t treat me like this. And he justifies this by saying “this is the world” or “I’m just teasing”… it’s not the world. It’s my home 💔

Teasing doesn’t kill me inside

And when I say it ain’t the world it’s our home he goes “You made it this way when you called the cops”.