I'm actually so sick of everything. Everything is going wrong. Last week, some kid got mad at me at lunch break and he spilled orange juice all over my school Chromebook. It got on my sweater, but most importantly, it got all over my Chromebook. It flowed through all the keys, and the touchpad. I had to deal with the keys being so sticky, and the touchpad not working properly, it was so stressful. I rely on these devices because my family doesn't have enough money for a personal laptop.

Now that it is spring break, I have one week with trying to fix my touchpad to make it work properly. Today my touchpad wasn't working properly, so I had to restart my Chromebook. I tried to sign back in, but then it said that my email didn't exist. This was the exact same school email I have been using since I got my school Chromebook. It turns out that my school board might have shut down their servers or something for the break. I'm so stressed out. I have many important files on that Chromebook. It may seem like just a Chromebook but I have all my game files on there. Turbowarp projects I have been working on. I'm so stressed out, I'm so mad, I fucking hate everything. Everything has to go wrong as soon as the time comes where I cant contact my teacher, or anyone right? I fucking hate everything. Just added stress to my already miserable life.

I wake up, super tired, I have to get ready for school. Even at school, I'm still tired. My sleep schedule is terrible, and then I have to do work in school which is so bothersome, can't even catch a break because I have so much work due. We have to do a book report every month, and on top of that our music teacher is forcing us to compose a song, and then she yells at me for not finishing up my music. I'm a fucking sixth grader. Not a producer. It's not like you even see that I'm trying, it's that you see me struggling to think of something. For language, we are being forced to write a fucking song like I'm fucking Shakespeare or something like that. I'm so terribly sorry that I can't provide you with a literal song within 45 minutes. For math, evertjing is being taken up by fractions, or financial literacy. It's so stressful, and they're treating us like adults working for a big law firm. For my only source of a break to be taken away from me like that is actually sickening. Fuck everything, fuck my projects, fuck it all.