Just to clear things up, all of my smiley, optimistic attitude is just a wall. I'm always exhausted and never smile at anything anyone says, because that just isn't my thing. I don't like smiling or laughing, and I don't want people to think otherwise. You can disagree with me, and you can unfollow me because of this, but this is the real me. I've always heard that whoever doesn't want the real you isn't someone you should talk to in the first place. I'll stop replying to comments or texts fast because of that. I might not post because Ii don't know what to post in the first place. I don't even have motivation. I just want to be flat out honest with y'all. I barely have the motivation to get out of bed in the morning. Tomorrow is the last day of testing until April, according to what I know. I will probably not be online very much because of that. Yes, I just made a post about a productive schedule. I will probably only start that this summer, as I want a brand new start for my new school. I'm sooo tired, and I've sometimes lost the motivation to hold up my smiles on GameJolt, so if I don't respond to something, don't get concerned or anything. I saw, I just lost the motivation to respond. I wish I didn't feel like I had to keep up a cheerful wall, but it probably won't change. I wanted to be honest with y'all here, and that is honesty. I hope you support me after reading alll of this, but if you don't, there isn't anything I could do.