Is there something you can't get rid of for months? Mine is that seeing your old friends are going out from your life permanently. Not just that because of someone you cared or loved is going, it is also because of that all of the good time and memories are becoming a burning memory. For example, @Pufferman898 . We met like in early 2022 but we really started to became good friend in summer of 2023. But after the summer, he started to being less-active and in this november, he clearly gone. And worst of it all, you can't know how they are and you're staeting to get worry about them. These are breaking up me for months. The best thing I can that is... accept. But this isn't that easy. I can't do anything about this. I'm worrying for them. I hope everything is ok for them.