Everything I see

Fucking reminds me of her

A FUCKING WINDOW

I let one of my other cats in from the garden through the window, and it made me think of how she used to follow him through into the house, and it made me cry

Then I just went to the bathroom, looked at the sink

I remembered how she used to drink from the sink, and as she got older she would stand there and yowl until I picked her up and put her in the sink cuz she couldn’t jump up herself.

She wouldn’t let anyone else to carry her around…

I feel so awful not telling my sister…

My sister is on holiday right now, going thru enough since she hates her bf and they’ve gone together.

She was the one who chose my cat at the shelter (I wasn’t even born yet :P) so they were pretty close.

Oh god I can’t bear it