So last month, I got traumatized by the Sayo-nara (where Sayori is hanging by the neck) scene in DDLC somehow. I saw the scene when I was younger and yet I didn't even flinch, but somehow I'm now EXTREMELY traumatized of Sayori hanging and I can't bare to see ropes the same way again without thinking of the scene. I've genuinely never had anything terrify me to this extent, and I cannot get it out of my head. I don't know how younger me didn't get scared of that. Maybe because younger me didn't know that is a actual damn problem in the world? I didn't have this stuff in my mind at all until I joined the DDLC Modding subreddit on Reddit because I started working on a DDLC mod on September 10th of this year (I never told you guys about the DDLC mod nor my reddit account, XD). My fear started to kick in and now I'm on edge a lot at night. I told my mom that I am scared of people hanging by the neck, but I didn't tell her the specific one because I felt like she would be EXTREMELY concerned about me if I showed the scene to her.
Thanks for reading my entire damn essay on my biggest fear, lmao. See ya MasterFellows next time (I almost wanted to put "Sayo-nara" instead of "See ya").
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