I keep treating it like a job, not just a hobby I did for fun. I miss the time when I was just making games without a purpose. And I thought I was having fun with this, but I'm not. At one point, I was, but not now. I'm not going to stop making games btw. This is, I guess, a self-aware, mental post. I'm sorry if I have disappointed a lot of people for not following up of promise I should never have made. man...... dude, why am I acting like I'm fucking 42 when I'm only 15 god I hate my life and myself. Please don't hate me, I just suck at everything I do.