I don’t really know my hobbies, I can’t draw like I’m a successful artist, because I’m a 10 year old.

you heard it right, I can’t do editing on CapCut or anything, ik I’m being a baby rn but I’m really stressful about my hobbies, what if I don’t even have one?

BECAUSE, when I was 5 - 6 , In the daycare I was getting bullied, I weren’t even trying to draw, only “ video games “ that was somewhere in 2016 & 2017 - 2017, I were only playing on my computer on roblox with friends, even though I didn’t know them irl, they were close to me more than in real life, that may sound weird, but I was bullied in my daycare, as i saw many kids in the daycare drawed, did paper things, i didn’t do anything, everyone thought I’m a weirdo.

When I tried to make friends, everyone in the daycare said “ NO. “ expect for a girl, we were friends, when we got to school, ( i was in the same school as her ) SHE, BETRAYED ME. For some stupid girls, and she became a nerd, but me, i get F, or C & D’s ( 2’s, 3’s & 4’s ) i get A’s ( 5’s ) rarely, when I look on my classmates drawings, it’s so PERFECT, i was so stressed about it and I wanted to try, IT FAILED. Over and over, not even a single FLOWER.

I THINK IM QUITTING GAMEJOLT & ALL SOCIAL MEDIAS FOR NOW, UNTIL I FIND MY HOBBY.