Every time I try to make A Game I always fail and or have seconds thoughts. And I keep wondering why does this keep happening to me? I've lost my spark over the years but why? it's mainly because I keep comparing my ways of doing things to better Creators like Scott Cawthon or Johnachorme and many others. So that sort of thing blocks me from progression, I start I project I'm passionate about working but then all a sudden I see A New Idea then completely move on to the next thing and leave it VERY Unfinished which is not something I want to do but keeps happening, I want to make Game instead getting stuck in Development LIMBO just with a battle with my own inspiration and Original Concepts so A Better idea to do is just isolate myself from inspiration, Stop comparing myself to other already existing work. And i've actually been planning to do this since around Early 2020 but then I thought About how Little Nightmares II was Coming out so that would shift me once I played it to aim to try and Achieve what this Game had to offer, So February 2021 rolls by and I did Actually try to aim to be more like LN instead just enjoying the experience and Leaving it be. So I think I'm finally ready to start Isolating myself from Media all together, Stop playing Video Games, Stop being on GameJolt every Hour and stop Watching Youtube. So I really want to get back to the Drawing Board and get back on track so i'm starting this Experience/Experiment starting from July 7th of 2021 and See if it will help me find my true Mind set.
Well bye for now i'll be gone for awhile...
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