Hi everyone who cares because I don't anymore and I hate my life. I'm only here to vent, no one feel bad for me or as if I'm okay. I'm not obviously and I just want to write because I'm genuinely so done. My dad is constantly getting mad at me for simply getting shocked or scared. Im falling for my neighbor who I literally never talk to and hate myself for it. Im depressed RN and I js need to talk. I lost one of my best friends recently (they are still alive but we had aren't friends dw) bc I was busy after my grandma had passed away and couldn't hang out. I hate my life and I just genuinely don't want to be here. Deleting this app in a few so no one message or comment. I just wanted to type my feelings and how much I hate myself. Everyone take care of urselves and be careful tonight. Happy independence day everyone