i understand i was a lot to handle and im sorry, i miss you, i miss all of you, no one will be tagged in this but everyone who this applys to, you know who you are, some of you blocked me, some of you unadded me and some just dont talk to me unless they have to but that doesnt change a thing. i miss you guys having my back even when im planning to do something stupid, i miss you guys telling me "well that was fucking dumb" after i fuck up, i miss being told when shit was being spread about me before i saw it myself because you knew that it would hurt me, i miss you all, i really do, and im sorry for being such and unstable mess that i pushed you away, and i wish i didnt fuck up, and i wish i would wake up and see "friend request from [blank]" but i know it wont happen, i know it cant happen, but if you find this, thank you for the time we didnt spend together