now that im out of depression i hope the good for me now, i always didnt wanna live cause of my past mistakes and the mistakes i do now to make people hate me, but i then realized 1,000's of people think i deserve a life, i shouldnt die over mistakes or past mistakes, there is much more to life than dying, and life will get better when you go on more, i feel very loved on this earth, for the people who hate me, you are not getting what you want, im not dying, so i suggest you stop it and get a better life than cyberbulling somebody, i hated myself and thought i was useless, but i now love myself and im worthful, thank you for the people who make me feel loved on this earth