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Lately, School and home has just been stressing me and buggin me and.. i dont know how to feel about it..

At sschool, I get comments on how my younger sister is taller than be. both her classmates and my classmated always bring that up.. I dont care about my height but.. it still hurts

Everytime my friends see my lil sis, I feel like if they got the chance, they would switch me for her

they say she's taller, she's pretier, and their wondering where did i come from

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At home, i got invited my one of my friends from summer camp, saying that her brother's birthday was tday and she wanted to know if i wanted to come but i said no- not because of assignments but because.. i just, dont feel comfortable in parties

Now here i am, having to listen to my aunt and cousin, tell me that " oh i should have gone" or " its gonna be a new experience and all" ..

..I just want to lay in my bed, crochet and just.. disappear, away from people, just, silence

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