I feel like all my friends are more popular and better than me.. I mean I know I'm #### years younger than them, but they're still so talented and great.. Heck even my s/o has over 1k followers! Which is great, I'm happy for them, but I feel.. Small. Just a small little human, who makes stupid little things out of boredom, which they think the stupid little things look great! But then they don't get anyone really saying it was great.. So they hide away, still making the stupid little things, but not showing it to anyone. Trying to hide it away.
Also, I feel like when I put effort into it, it sometimes works? But then I don't continue because I lose interest quickly.. So then I lose the nice comments and people wanting me to continue.
I donno. I just don't like this..