You know, I literally left everything I was

since my username was evdle LR (yes, I'm another account of his, wow, what a surprise)

Ever since I was a kid, I wanted to try being a dev

From there came FNaS Future Madness (yes, that thing)

But I felt like it wasn't what I wanted. I didn't want to depend on FNaS.

And other problems resulted in the cancellation of that project.

(I felt broken for leaving that project. Even today, I basically get stressed when I remember it.

Even if my friends mention it, I can't feel a pain, a void in my chest.)

I left Future Madness just to pave my way, my little path.

Ever since Future Madness was being developed, I always had that idea of a "Five Nights at EVDL."

I left Future Madness. I gave up on development.

I basically sacrificed Future Madness for that incomplete and never-revealed project.

I always wanted to make a FNAF with my OCs.

But there's a problem.

The same problem as Future Madness.

I'm alone.

Would I give up? No. I would never do it. It's the last thing I have left. I would do everything possible to try to develop an FNAF with my OCs.

Would I learn to animate for it? Yes.

I would never give up, even less so, it doesn't matter if my self-esteem is trampled.

I will do it no matter what.

Letting go of canceling the project that hasn't even started is, for me, admitting that I'm useless.

I want to do something.

I would learn to draw rooms, everything.

Sooner or later I will need help.

It doesn't matter if it would just be embarrassing, looking for help. I have to do everything possible.

People, this "project" would say it's the most personal thing for me.

Even before I called evdle, I had this idea in mind.

It's not the best, but I totally don't care.

I wasn't even like that with FNaS Future Madness.

I hope you understand.

It's the last thing I have left.