Now I feel really sad. I don't need the hate because I never played a game everyone else has.

I never had many interests as strong as my two favorite things in the whole universe. I always loved Smeshariki. I loved the show so much that I started making my own to use in projects. It really helped me with my art course. I even learnt Russian because of them. I feel like... without them, I wouldn't have completed my course.

I also love Deltarune. I was introduced because of a lot of BIG SHOT YTPMVs at the time. I wanted to know... "Who is Spamton?" so I played Chapter 1 and 2. I was super interested in the whole game that I just wanted to learn a little more. Then, when I played Chapter 2... I immediately fell in love with Spamton. I felt so happy the very first time. Even though he scammed me 3 times. I wanted to understand him more. That's why I'm very good at using his dialogue.

There is still many things I love about the two interests, but...

...do people really hate me because I never played Undertale? That's what upsets me now. I cannot love everything someone else does, and vice versa. I clearly stated I am a huge fan of Smeshariki and Deltarune. So now that's why I don't understand... Why does it matter so much...? I haven't done anything wrong... Those two things are what make me... myself, and you cannot change it. It was also very obvious from the very beginning that I love those a lot. That feels worse now.

I wish people would understand that I get upset too easily... but it's fine... Despite how I feel, I am only here to entertain others through YTPMVs and my drawings.

I am sorry.