This has happened A LOT for some reason.
A lot of people talk about their issues and problems to me, which I don’t really have first account about usually. I can comfort you but I don’t really understand it. AS A VIRGIN MINOR!!! It just feels odd..I don’t know what I’m supposed to do??? At the end of the day I’m an internet stranger and you should get help from people YOU CAN ACTUALLY TRUST (and ones you know) a therapist or something maybe? I am NOT a crutch. I may have dark humor and say sex jokes, but it’s usually in environments that ARE CENTERED AROUND THAT! Like if I know people don’t like that type of stuff I’ll stop cuz I know boundaries, but I want to say one thing…this is uncomfortable. I have a bunch of problems with family and etcetera (which I won’t elaborate on) so I often hide behind a mask of ‘goofy, weird, obnoxious’ because a lot of others find me funny like that. It makes my rough times slightly better knowing that too. I’m not against venting cuz I do it A LOT but…just make sure you’re not giving vulnerable, PERSONAL PERSONAL (REALLY PERSONAL) info to someone you don’t even know. Hypocritical? Well what do you expect from someone who’s stupid, ugly, and disgusting. I’m gonna change. I don’t like talking to people I don’t actually know like followers and online friends. I’m taking a break, cutting notifications and others (mainly from Gamejolt). FOR REAL THIS TIME! I’m. Not. Getting. My. Mind. Changed. AGAIN! I don’t know when I’m coming back, like actually coming back. Im going to be less active online, but I may be on Gamejolt (sometimes) but its only gonna be about announcing animation updates and stuff, cuz again, that’s something that makes my tough times less tough. That’s what drawing and game making’s always been to me. So I’ll keep doing that, I’m not letting things stop me from what I like doing. But I’m still keeping my promises on turning off notifs. Heck, I may not even like comments, reply, or anything until I want to again.
Bye. None of you are responsible for this. I don’t want it to seem like that. This is my choice. Don’t think you have something to do with this! I believe you’re all good people, everything I’m not. Talented, unique, smart, lovable, and everything in between.
Again I HAVE NOT SAID IM LEAVING FOREVER! I’m gonna be online here, however LESS. I SAID LESS!!!! Don’t try to reach out to me just because of that. When I say break from Gamejolt I don’t mean that, I mean a break from ONLINE PEOPLE IN GENERAL. I’m not gonna reply or like comments. But I will be online. Sometimes. Don’t act like I said I broke a promise because did I? No! I repeat, I will be online, don’t reach out to me, you’ll see me less. I feel bad about this, I really do, but I’m gonna hold back. I mean what I said. Online less, no matter how much I don’t like it. Also I may still see everything you type about me, so don’t think this is a time to insult me or say negative things like that. You know who you are…
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