The day was relatively boring until one act tonight, where the boys were extra rowdy, they were wrestling, but one of them grabbed my neck, and "playfully" gripped. I didn't even bother to fight back, which pissed him off, and didn't say anything when he insulted me. He stormed out of the room. He let go, but I couldn't get negative alternate situations, such as me beating him to a pulp, me dying, pulling out a knife, and others. Simply put, he triggered my trigger involving assault, though its only me or someone I see in front of my eyes. Every time I try to keep it at bay, it always finds a way to haunt me.

I will be fine, don't worry