I don't know how to explain it, but in short I almost drowned hahaha

Today was a shitty day, the only good thing that happened was that I got the highest grade on a math exam for the first time, I want to jump off the top floor of a building

I'M CRYING, I'M SO HAPPY, I'VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY

I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL QUEEN

NO NO NO, I'M DISTANCING FURTHER AND FURTHER FROM ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS, THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING, I'M HAVING A PANIC ATTACK, WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE SAME?

Photos I took with @JulilovesMiku on q trip

Yesterday I went to a friend's birthday party. At first I didn't know anyone, but then I became friends with everyone, they even added me to a WhatsApp chat

PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME, I'M CRYING... again, BUT I WAS MAKING A MELODY, IT WAS TURNING OUT GREAT... AND IT GOT DELETED, I LOST MORE THAN HALF OF THE WHOLE MELODY😭😭😭

BECAUSE I'M A JEALOUS PIECE OF SHIT AND I GET ANGRY ABOUT EVERYTHING.

I DON'T LIKE BEING LIKE THIS, I JUST WANT HER TO TALK TO ME AND HUG ME WITHOUT ME ASKING HER TO🥲🥲🥲

I'M CRYING... again, YES, I KNOW I CRY A LOT, BUT THIS TIME I'M VERY HAPPY!!!!!!

Yesterday a friend gave me two drawings. I love it when people give me drawings!!!!