I always keep talking about the people who are disrepectful about my life changing when I turned 16, but this will be the last time I'll talk about it, and sends off on a GOOD note.
The Past:
I've been on GameJolt for a long time and I know my MOST popular thing to do is Firesides back then. But now ever since they're gone, I feel more of the Discord type of guy, and all I see is a few people whining about Firesides not coming back. I honestly don't care for them anymore, so even if they ARE back, don't beg me to make a Fireside, I am doing them rarely. This is just something for the future.
Cus when I started GameJolt:
I'm pretty sure ya'll knew me as this: "Unfunny Cat-Headphone" type of guy. I really never had a life back then, and I stood up to a guy who's a horrible person one time that I wasn't aware of. I'LL ADMIT, there are some hilarious moments ya'll loved about me in the past, and I would like it too honestly, but not too much. And this is the reason why I wanted to change in the future.
The Annoyance/Controversy:
Something annoying I ALWAYS wanted to talk about is how people see me as an icon on GameJolt, cus again, I make HELL of a ton of Firesides. Just because I do lots of Firesides, doesn't mean I'm THE BEST person you've ever seen ever. Well I'm happy to see ya'll still care about me, but just don't EXPECT a lot from me. I have a life outside Media now, and in Summer, I wanna spend a little time outside Socializing other than staying on GameJolt & Media for hours thinking about nothing else to do. Which is why I have been inactive on several occasions. I don't wanna wear myself out on this overwelming pressure some people have given me.
(SENSITIVE / SUGGESTIVE WARNING)
Again, I respect the reason why ya'll dislike what I like, but again, don't even attack me for it. This is an example WHY I SOMETIMES fear of posting my slighty suggestive art.
I CAN take criticism, but ya'll act so sad about it that its really annoying the shit out of me, that it reaches my limit.
Because most of ya'll make fun of me for it, or even SHIT on me for it, LIKE LITERALLY:
Like you don't need to acknowledge for WHAT I make! This is just being a dickhead to me. Like what if I came to your post, seeing your favorite character, and I started talking shit about you liking it. That's basically what you're doing to me. I just like the FNIA Cast (Fexa) as a favorite character. Most of the things I post aren't TOO suggestive, it doesn't even effect most of my friends either.
THIS is just something I wanna do differently, I am doing people's commissions too. I don't wanna stay as that "EDGY Artist" type of guy.
This is just something I always talk to my friends personally all time. And I really wish this changes, and finally put a stop so ya'll can AT LEAST RESPECT of my life changing positively. The thing is, I DON'T WANT to be the old me again, I don't want to repeat the old mistakes I did. If ya'll don't like my idea, COOL, you can at least not care for my life changing positively.
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