2020: Fuckin horrible. January 28, my grandfather passed away giving way to the beginning of my downfall. 'COVID' (I don't believe it happened), shut down everything I ever loved and I spent the whole year inside. Thus removing my social skills. Also when I learned to jerk off due forced internet access that I gained unrestricted to.

2021: fever dream ahh year. Basically the same as 2020 so I call 2020-2021 the 730 day year.

2022: Don't remember much of it, but it was the best year of my life because all I can remember is good things. Got my dream console, tasted my favorite drink for the first time, finally re-socailized with friends. Distant family came out. Shoveling 5 feet of snow was backbreaking fun.

2023: the last of my friends moved away, leaving me alone in this neighborhood. However the summer, despite being the loneliest of all was the second best I've ever had by reconnecting with my cousin, we are basically twin brothers just like our fathers.

2024: BULLSHIT!!!!!! NONE OF IT WAS GOOD!!

THE ONLY GOOD PART WAS WEARING FEMBOY CLOTHES FOR THE FIRST TIME ON MY BIRTHDAY AND THEN NO LONGER BEING SINGLE ALLLLLLLL THE WAY HERE IN DECEMBER.

2025: I hate it.... nothing good has happened yet.