By that I mean I'm still highly irritable and if anyone even slightly annoys me I honestly feel like I would crash out on them, like my one friend tried to talk to me this morning and he didn't know I was sick at the time but I still ended up snapping at him, and I don't want to snap at people like my irl bestie or my other friends because they don't deserve that....

Then again.... You could say that I don't have a mask right now.... The true me is just a stupid bitch with anger issues that's ready to snap at any second, either at others or myself....

I honestly couldn't care less if I died right now is the sad thing.... And I don't want to feel that way..... But I do...

UGGGHHHH!!!!

I just want today to be over!!!!