I've been troubled with heavy fatigue during class, inmotivation in doing anything and insomnia till 1.5a every night and that cause me to be [[BRUH]], and I found that lattes won't save me from that. It's terrible.

What's worse, I'm also facing two or mor kinds of prssure where one of them is my parents' subtle expectation and another or the other is my useless worrying. It's driving me crazy.

I don't know if the similar situations happen to you before but jeez it's bad.

...Maybe after the end-term exam I canfinally get some deserved rest and finally concentrate on my own things... or not. I ain't sure about it.

Maybe I'll be humilated or abandoned somehow if I get a bad score. Sometimes I wanted to talk it out with my parents but I don't thonk they'll listen because they genuinely think that "future quality = k * score amount ^ n + other factors" AND I'M SURE n > 1.5.

I don't think I can stand the whole thing for a long time; all I wish is peace now.

And please pick out mistakes I made in this vent and report it if you find it; it'd be helpful with my English improvement.