ok hi uh this is sloppy this isnt formal but short answer: ive been really sad for like a month

thats it but also not um I havent been doing too hot but saving myself from a disgusting bed rotting room kinda helped that took a LOT of discipline and imagining how mad everyone would be at me if I just did nothing every day for 27 days for the next month again

so uh im a little behind obviously but it's been really rough man its not rven like I have a job so I just have 24 hours a day to lay there in bed and do nothing um bad bad bad

but on the brightside I cleaned my wacom desk, art fight got me some motive back as I tried a new style of art and I had a freddy (krueger) (my #2 favorite adult man kitten) resurgence (as I do about twice a year on average) which kinda brought me back to life uh

im taking it easy just doing a ton of the cutscenes in drawings without color and im HOPING to finish them all and then just color them all at the same time and feel an insane spike of relief maybe, it's going well im doing really specific scenes I have the most vision for per chapter so I feel like I have some work done everywhere

writing is going well it's what ive had the most drive to do sitting in my bed

other than sitting in bed Yes I am guilty of hundreds of hours of dead by daylight since june 17th. you know why. but it makes me happy to see him. obviously. as the ceo of that guy on here I would assume .

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moving forward im trying to really zero in on keeping my space clean and happy at least while I work and im getting into skin care like facial masks and styling my hair again 😳

Im REALLY sorry for those of you who were kinda counting on me for stuff I did not mean to ignore you but if youre reading this im so serious it was out of embarrassment and I felt really fucking bad for not beinf able to get it done 😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬 like actually I was like NOOOOO IM EVIL IM EVIL IM EVIL 😭

uh as far as more game stuff I DO still want to do voice acting things if ive contacted you but ive made the executive decision we are doing that VERY LAST once we have a working, full coded game. I love my VAs and im very excited but I need need need the game to just exist and we can worry about that last it really put a lot of pressure on me to work with several other people (which is why this is my Solo Project other than that I dont have bunnie fucking butthole studios or something where one person turns out to be a supervillain and the whole thing gets canceled)

thank you for being excited if youre excited that im back ill try to post regularly again but i really just lost my sparkle for a bit and this is only going to keep being a weight on my shoulders

I dont think ill be done by anniversary but im just trying my best for fucksake because youre going to get the best fucking final product final story final draft even with my weird inability to be competent at anything ever, I think itll be worth it . and if its not worth it to you its worth it to me and like 3 of my awesome friends bc this is my magnum opus idc

never let girls get their hands on a weird guy from a shitty media that kinda sucks you wont see them again