This is something private of mine, but in real life I have ADHD, for people who don't know what ADHD is, it's a mental disorder that causes me many things, here are some examples:

having difficulty paying attention.

seeming not to listen to others.

getting distracted easily when doing tasks or playing

being forgetful.

constantly moving or being unable to sit still.

fidgeting all the time or acting restless.

talking too much. etc, etc

A very typical thing about people with ADHD (unfortunately) is when they get interested in something they start to obsess over it but at some point out of nowhere you stop liking it and you ask yourself many times "Why did I get interested in this?" In my case I had a good time in game jolt being active and making a post like once a week, but then I stopped seeing interest in it and I started to like other important topics that were big aspects of my life, for example, now I have a girlfriend and I want to propose to her so I'm planning a wedding, so yes, the reason why I disappeared for 5 months was because of "Lack of interest and a future marriage"

I'm very happy for myself, I'm 27 years old and I'm going to get married relatively soon, I've also been working as an intern during these months, an eternal suffering really, seeing myself grow throughout this life, since I was a baby, a child, a teenager and then an adult was incredible, I was able to solve Most of my problems are people just using common sense and having a therapist, but oh well, I'll stop bothering you, this was Dr. Bright and I wish you the best of emotions