https://youtu.be/-UkGnOYBr30?si=S0mrTBL1kGkFxH-u

Okay,so,i watched this video made by @avocadodreams (the developer of Graveyard Shift at Freddy's). She and Poisonous Pastels sat down and cleared the air about everything and both sides documents were taken down and things were solved,but The damage was already done. She can't undo the harm things,but She 's trying her best to set things right. In her video,She also says She dosen't defend bad people. She was able to work things and put the situation to an end.

Back then,i dispised and hated her for her actions,but re-watching the video,explaining about the situation,i can understand her now and She is actively trying to make the Best of things even dispite her faults

When She said "I know i'm not perfect far from it,but that won't stop me from trying to the best that i can be" that quote actually hit me hard in the chest. I'm not perfect as well i was also controversial.We will get To this soon after my apology towards AvocadoDreams.

To @avocadodreams ,i wanna apologize to her because of Making harassment towards her and i didn't believed her back then and i even blocked her on Discord, Gamejolt and Bluesky,but now i unblocked her. And on my post where i Redesigned my Oc, i added AvocadoDreams in my Dislikes list and placing her game, Graveyard Shift at Freddy's at "AvocadoDreams Tier". Now that i re-watched the clip, i will no longer show hate towards her.

As You all know,i also made harassment,death threats,being toxic and also being Transphobic. I wanted to state this already in case you forgot Sorry that i brought my old drama. Now that i'm doing better and working on myself,i no longer am Transphobic or toxic,but i still need to work out on myself.

Originally,i was going to bring my old name back "Spring Speed",but i was afraid of consequences. I even wanted to delete my accounts. I succeeded deleting my old Gamejolt account due to drama,but i made brand new Gamejolt account (this account being Black Gem Official) because i decided to be mature and apologize for my actions. Originally i was going to delete my Discord account,but my Friends were very concerned about me.

Few days ago, i deleted my Gamejolt communities and canceling my projects because i Lost motivations to continue (exlcuding The Lost Ones AU Archives REMAKE). There might be a Pretty small chance that Roots of Darkness will be revived,as well as Black Gem's The Return To Freddy's story,along other with other projects that i have. There might a small chance to make 3 brand new communities,but we'll see.

That's all i have to say. Again,i wanna apologize to @avocadodreams and To the other people for my behavior. I really am sorry and i want to set things right. Again,i still need To work on.

This will be my last post before leaving social media to work better since i started losing weight. Back then,i had 114 KGs and now i have 109 KG's. Making some progress.

Black Gem Out!