so just to be clear, i AM grateful for this but like

I also don't really care about numbers on my page tbh

at the start of my whole journey i prob did but over time, i started to care less about " POPULARITY " or all of that nonsense :V

i like it when my stuff gets noticed by people but numbers on a page doesn't really feel real to me

i don't know how much of those people actually followed or care for what i do and stuff y'know ?

and even if i never got to that amount of digits, i'd still do what i've been doing right now i literally do not care

BUT !!!

i really do thank everyone who has followed me and have been actively supporting my work and truly care for them :3

feedback and opinions on my stuff always make me so much happier than a number turning from 3 digits to 4 digit cause it's like ... actual human interaction in a way :V

and like it is pretty insane to think about how much i've been through tbh

like did you know my sona used to be a recolored scratch cat ???? it was so peak .................

it does weird me out to think that i'm probably considered a

" Big Figure " in a way

honestly in the past i sorta fantasized for people to " see me as an idol " but my mindset has changed so much since and i honestly would so much rather if people view me and pretty much everyone else as 'equal' :V

doesn't mean you're necessarily allowed to act like we're close friends or anything but y'know like . don't put me on a pedestal n' stuff

so yeah !!!!

ty for 1k followers but most importantly ty for checking out my EPIC GAYMING GAMES AND SONGS !!!!!!