Okay, so I have art class, right? BUT it's all just fucking realism. Now personally, I like realism. I think it's a really cool style of art. But I can't do it. I don't know why, but I just can't understand it. And all of my attempts are all ass. Especially when it comes to coloring. I already not the best to coloring, precisely when it comes to coloring on paper. On digital, I'm fine. But I can't do it on paper. As I'm writing this, we're layering/fixing colors by drawing a apple. OH MY FUCKING GOD, I CAN'T DO IT. I HAVE READY TRIED TWICE TO MAKE IT LOOK RIGHT AND BOTH LOOK LIKE ASS. MY FIXING OF THE COLORS ARE HORRIBLE. THE SHAPE OF THE APPLE I CANT EVEN GET RIGHT. I'M ACTUALLY AB OUT TO CLASH THE FUCK OUT ON THIS PAPER BRO.

As you can tell, I have already given up. I hate this bullshit. 😔