I really want to be a good developer but I often ask my self "if I disappoint people with my games, why should I continue?" And I just get stuck and angry sometimes that maybe I shouldn't have worked on it. There are of course amazing people who also supported the game too which I totally appreciate. It's just of course when the majority ain't happy, I did something wrong. I will work on that. I had to realize that being a developer it already puts me apart from the player fanbase because I understand the struggle that goes into it and how difficult it can be while some other people have no experience no expertise in the field and think that making games is super easy, as if they fall from the sky out of nowhere. It is hard to live a life I have, with the problems I have but I really want to continue. I'm i dunno, upset for sure but it's hard for me to also stop making stuff. And I apologize for my yapping and I have to fix what's needs to be fixed and improve the game experience if I really want to become a good developer. I need a few days to get ready to work on it again.