Okay..you all probably want a explanation. I know I used to be so positive..well that was just a persona per se. I'm not even that positive..and some people in my life have been questioning my mood change..they ask 'what happened to you, you used to be a hyper person?' 'I miss the old you..where did "She" go?' and its honestly been messing with me..I don't get how they don't understand its just a persona?..and they literally call me a female..like I'm not a female anymore..I'm a male.

Sorry if people are getting tired of me venting to you all..but out of everyone in this world you guys don't judge me..or side with my problems when its a person..and you guys dont rephrase my words as something else.

Also please dont say same in this situation..I know others go through similair things but it just makes me feel uncomfortable..plus I'm bad at emotions and I'm bad at dealing with them, someone saying same will just make my emotions confusing for me.

Haha..I've probably annoyed you guys through out the whole year I've been here. I should stop talking..bye ya'll.