I've had enough of the knife, had enough of the bleeding

Healing, repeating

I bowed to the wrong oligarchs, constructed to kill it

Spill it, shill it

Down to the chapel, I needed it, needed like Jesus

I can't believe I feel this

'Cause while I'm definitely breathing, I'm obliged to leave it

Grieve it, seal it, conceal it

I can hear from the sound of the amplifiers

I'm not defying this

But they wanted me to bleed from the mouth

I'm going south, going down

I'm breaking out

But what if I die tomorrow, would I be truly be gone?

Live through the shores of a lonely land

Or I stand by the heels of a broken woman

May my fate be of my taking

Made from stars, made from awakening

Destiny was already mine before the afterlife

I need defining in the silver lining

As if the dagger never healed

As if I bent to my knees, falling harder than a tyranny

Of arrows aiming close to the ground, even closer to the heart

I was doomed to depart from the weight I carried

To the land, to the valley, to the heavens down the alley

But the things I'd do to recover from you

Born to bare through the meaning, the meaning of screaming

Dreaming of clearing my mind

As my spirit depleted, I stared at the ceiling

Losing will to breathe in

Was it all for you?

Was it enough? Was it enough?

I broke my nail, and now my nails dug deep inside my eyes

Was it all for you?

Was I enough? Was I enough?

All I can bare has forced my hand

It's not my time to say goodbye

But what if I die tomorrow, would I be truly be gone?

Live through the shores of a lonely land

Or I stand by the heels of a broken man

May my fate be of my taking

Made from stars, made from awakening

Destiny was already mine before the afterlife

I need defining in the silver lining

As lords behold us casting sunlight

In life we're weak, but death's not what we seek

I'm breaking down, inside I know I was never found

Body in the river, it's the narrative they delive

(The body is probably me..)

I drew first blood under the hood, I was born to turn around

Turn to sever the ties, sever the cuffs

They weren't enough to keep the spirit out

I walked the plank I suffered the flame, drove into jaws of pain

Pulverized by demolition

Now the gods won't keep me down

So if I die tomorrow, I'll be far from gone

Living through shards of hope that lasts

I survive through winds of a broken woman

May my fate be of my taking

Made from stars, made from awakening

Destiny was already mine before the afterlife

No more waking up thinking I'm already far from gone

Because I found the lightning in this silver lining

Find your silver lining