You see the underdog in a losing game

You bet it all, you’re not the same as them

You lose it all

Then you lose yourself

It can’t be stopped, it can’t be helped

And so, I’m waking up

With a sense of dread

They have fuller cups

I have a fuller head

I’m worrying for months of it

I’ve been out sick, ‘cause it goes

Round and around and around

They won’t ever hit the ground

But I’m down

Tightly bound to failure

Failure, the thing that I can’t ever seem to run away from

I wasn’t good at running anyway.

It’s just a crown

Just a frown

On an unfamiliar face

It’s a race

I just need a savior

Saviors, the thing that I can’t ever seem to be deserving of

Please say that there’s another way!

I worship you as my superior

No ulterior motives

Worth it to you, just my exterior

I need to hide ‘cause I know it.

(Long time riding on the

Carousel of red

You’re better off dead

Cause I know that

I’m a virus that

Only knows to spread

You’re better off killing me instead)

I worship you as my superior

No ulterior motives

Worth it to you, just my exterior

I need to hide ‘cause I know it.

Long time riding on the

Carousel of red

You’re better off dead

Cause I know that

I’m a virus that

Only knows to spread

You’re better off killing me instead

Won for nobody

Not one for all

My company

Just wants to see me fall

I’m standing tall

Amidst the ants

I’ll never just do what I can’t

And so, the suffering

It never ends

Cause when you win

You’ll only lose again

I’m worrying

For months of it

I’ve been out sick

Cause it goes

Round and around and around

They won’t ever hit the ground

But I’m down

Tightly bound to failure

Failure, the thing that I can’t ever seem to run away from

I wasn’t good at running anyway.

It’s just a crown

Just a frown

On an unfamiliar face

It’s a race

I just need a savior

Saviors, the thing that I can’t ever seem to be deserving of

Please say that there’s another way!

There’s no right to do what you just did

I hide behind my eyelids

I want to love you like I was made for it

I’ll be your knight, I’ll be your pawn to bid.

(Long time riding on the

Carousel of red

You’re better off dead

Cause I know that

I’m a virus that

Only knows to spread

You’re better off killing me instead)

There’s no right to do what you just did

I hide behind my eyelids

I want to love you like I was made for it

I’ll be your knight, I’ll be your pawn to bid.

Long time riding on the

Carousel of red

I was better off dead

Cause I knew that

I was a virus that

Only knew to spread

You’re better off now.

I worship you as my superior

Did you have ulterior motives?

I realize that, im seeing clearer

I need to die cause I know it

(She was on her own, she was just so brave

She galloped on, all in a useless way

The poor thing she was digging her grave

I knew that she couldn’t be saved)

(She was on her own, while I rambled and raved

She should’ve known the chances that I gave

I knew that she wouldn’t last a day

I knew that she couldn’t be saved)

She was on her own, she was just so brave

She galloped on, all in a useless way

The poor thing she was digging her grave

I knew that she couldn’t be saved

She was on her own, while I rambled and raved

She should’ve known the chances that I gave

I knew that she wouldn’t last a day

I knew that she couldn’t be saved.

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