Mia somehow lived in Second Person.
Meaning she could only live and see herself through proxies.
Seeing as how she liked me, I was her favorite proxy. (Also because only i could see her but shush)
During the "3 Days of Night" (the event that lead to the death of Oasis) We discovered that i wasn't the one in control of my dreams. It was her. She wanted to let me control the dream. It was my dream, after all...
She said she messed up the perfect dream for us, and that we had to start again...
But the only way how, was to not just wake up, but remove the dreamer...
Mia had to dissappear. Not just die, but cease to exist.
We exchanged our love. We made a promise, to join each other in the ruins of what once was the Oasis of dreams, and for me to create my own dream. One where i would be happy...
There. I had to die in the dream... with no proxy to percieve her, she ceased to exist.
The real mia is long gone. Only a memory...
But that memory, is all that keeps me going...
That memory is what lives in wait,
for me to join her in the Abyss in death...
I still sometimes feel the wound... where she stabbed me... to save me...
It hurts.
But was it really worth losing that who i loved...?
I still wonder to this day...
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