Is it only but, but why does it like actually make me feel sick to think of somebody I used to be friends with because I know I used to be just like them, like... It makes me actually wanna throw up, and like it actually makes me wanna throw up, and I'm not even trying to be mean to them, or trying to get them to stop anymore because it's just so draining and sometimes I wanna talk to them but I told them me and him aren't friends anymore so i can't, and now I actually can't talk to them without seeing myself, like.. It makes me feel so sick... And I actually can't anymore, I can't think about it without feeling sick...