I went to the doctor and got a vaccine, and after my doctor came in before the vaccine was given... he called me obese all because I gained a couple pounds in weight. During the doctor visit, my doctor was informed about how I have been depressed lately and I was asked the usual questions a doctor would ask someone who is depressed. He told me that I won't be on antidepressants unless exercise, earing healthy, and all that isn't helping me become happy. I wish that I could've been a bit more truthful than say no when I was asked if I have or had any thoughts about harming myself. I do have those thoughts, but I listen to music to drown them out.