do you guys know why i haven't posted in a while? well, i was struggling to reach 150 wins in rostock racing but one of my friends completely ruined my psychological. here's where it all started:

one week ago i was playing rostock with my friend, ramp, then my other friend daireon joined. i showed him my wins and he completely went mad and began playing dirty every single race. just because i got more wins than him, he began to be kinda spoiled and bratty. today, we were playing again and then i won two races in a row but then he began falsely accusing my other friend (which she also had more wins than him) of dirty playing. she left while all the players surrouned her after him falsely accusing her. i tried to defend her but he then just spoke "lightning, just because you've won two races doesn't means you can talk with us that are way different than you."

maya: 246

me: 137

daireon: 127

i'm completely sad and can't think on a way on how to overcome this and can't think on a strategy. i'm completely dead inside and i think i'm not good enough to reach the other racers' level.