Like I don’t like being flirted with or being called per names in a relationship sometimes I wouldn’t Mind it if it’s sweet and light hearted but other then that I hate it

Rant incoming:

I spend a lot of time with people that I want to get closer with and shit but not because I’m attracted to them it’s just because I think they’re cool and I like being around them

there was a whole drama with me and one of my close friends where while we where BOTH IN RELATIONSHIPS and even before that people thought that I liked him and his girlfriend thought that I only got with my ex because I couldn’t have him when I loved my bf but then I realised that I saw him more as a friend and being together was kinda ruining the bond we had and our friendship got better after we split up and it’s a common thing in my relationships I fizzle out and start to wonder if I love them or just see them as a friend

I get along much better (mostly) with boys anyway because they don’t do the shit that girls normally do and most of them share the same interests as I do so naturally I’m gonna choose to be friends with them more

Plus I mostly don’t get attracted to people romantically idk how to feel romantically to someone or look at a stranger and think they’re hot like most of my friends do

It made me think that I’m aromantic but idk if I am cause i think I still can experience romantic attraction to someone (if we’re not counting fictional characters)