I'm sorry

Like honesty when I'm gonna say this

But idgaf

Anyways

I'm sorry

But I'm done

I can't keep TRYING not to do SH

The feeling won't go away

And then I feel like crying for no reason

I keep trying to calm down but NOTHING happens

And then people think I'M being to harsh on them when I'm venting

I'M sorry if I NEED to vent to you and calm down

It's just hard for me to hold in

People think of me as a sister/friend/lover who is always happy for some shit

I'M struggling with my mental health for you all

I'm NOT trying to sound harsh

It HURTS

Sometimes I feel like I'm not real

And I get scared of that

Still I'm sorry if I'm sounding harsh

If you wanna talk to me just do it

I'm done

If I don't respond and shit I either don't want to talk or I'm busy

Struggling A LOT

Therapist ISN'T helping that much.

Anyways

Thanks for reading

Or whatever

If ANY questions just DM

Since I'm turning off the comments

Anyway

I love you all my Astros.

And again

This isn't to sound mean.