Every second i have the persons i love around me feels great but when i'm alone shits in my mind start to try to break me and i'm trying to stop my mind but it continue and continue and i do things than i don't want and people around me start to judge me and i feel like i suck and my mind start to see every time they say than my favorite things are trash so i'm trash and every single part of me say

Send me a sign, God!
Give me some hope here!
Something to live for!

And i try to cry but i can't but u know something ?

Now i feel fine so i don't say this to anybody :}