Idk if you guys know, but i actually created own medias, series, comics, and i really loved doing that, back on 2025. i had a special passion for making comics, it was a habit. but then, an unexpected turn of tables ruined everything, and killed my motivation to make more.

internal dramas with 2 people i do not want to mentipn, even so because everything has been solved since months

but

wanna know why my love, my passion for making comics is interrupted?

some subjects forget a simple rule. You dont like the content, neat, scroll down, ignore. Hating someone's work demotivates that person alot, and you don't even know what's going on at their life, so messing up shit like that is outright toxic, and childish.

Your either just ignore the post/art with something you don't like/makes you uncomfortable, or you just go away.

I were misunderstood for months for simply making suggestive stuff, which when the consequences came in (at a server i do post alot my arts) when my artwork got completely roasted. Which broke my heart and that was the first high mass impact in my mind. It wasnt a critic. it was an actual roast.

afterwards, i recovered the motivation, and returned to posting. but after that, someone found out about my freaky works, and disliked my work and etc i dont want get in details.

the thing is, so much mental damage i took, were thanks to that. all of that could have been avoided if those people just took that way.

after these 2 events, the same case happened, i stood months without posting my original content, and when i finally had my energies, my motivation fullfilled-it was a complete disappointment. No one gave an actual fuck.

the lack of fanarts of my characters is also a big reason to make me feel bad. i feel like im boring, forgettable, bland, uninteresting, and unworthy. way smaller accounts have more fanarts than i and my characters does. Why?

am i truly?

i wish i had fans of my work.

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i have more than 2000 followers, yet, i feel like i jhst have 53 followers.

and then the same case is happening, and i do want to come back with my comics. i wanna make my ocs reocurring and iconic like how they used to be back then. I wanna spend 1 entire day making comics again, i wanna comic everyday.

and, @FunnyFrendo34 (a good frend of mine)

he has been attacked alot, which had a similar effect to my cases, with him losing passion for his works, and original stuff, yet he still make content. if he can even under those terrible conditions, i can too

But it's being hard to recover a purpose to do that when no one cares about you+ the constant fear of smth going wrong.

i hope one day this post is severely outdated, and that a future me is making lots and lots of comics, and having an engaged public.

all i kindly ask is; please, do not act like i am invisible; please, if you're gonna comment, don't comment something straight-up robotical. comment smth genuine.

i hope i can return to the good old times and go really far with my original media pieces. but that only depends of you all.

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+bonus message

just because someone makes something freaky doesnt mean they don't have feelings or a hard life. an art is an art and its their way of expressing, its their way of having fun and sharing their fun with people who enjoy the same fun. so stop being a fun police with something out of the usual like an acid joke or sexy women or gay men etc, blablablabla. Let them be theirselves and make whatever they want. life is theirs, not yours.