"Sorry, I needed a vent.

There are lots of bad things going around me recently.

The first thing is about my parents, especially my mom. She is very eager to see me get good grades and be a [[big shot]] in the future, and in her head, the only way to become a [[big shot]] is to study hard and enter the best two universities in China. Well, i can understand why she thinks this way. She quitted school at grade 4, in order to do businesses and make a living, and have suffered a lot from the action. What i don't understand is that she sees almost any activities i do on the computers unnecessary and harmful. Seriously, the era has changed, and now everyone cannot escape computers. Moreover, i don't use computers to play games frequently. It's sad to know that those "education pros" ' misleading videos are able to make a huge impact on her mind, indirectly worsening the atmosphere of our family. Augh!

The second is about a doxxing group. Oh no no, they didn't doxx me, but they doxxed my bestie with a sensible reason of being not helpful with her boyfriend's studies WHILE constantly luring him from actually studying. THE FUCK? They be telling everyone it is their fault but they aren't responsible for it? Very funny. I'll put a warning here: if you ever try to do something bad to her, you will face a sue. You asked for it.

Also, i've been encountering attention seekers at school, and they are really boring. Every time they notice me, they call out my name aloud until they finally get my attention, i flip them off or they get bored. Every time i see them, my privacy isn't secured anymore and they'll spread whatever "notable" things i do, making me extremely awkward and embarrassed and potentially making a bad name of me. Sometimes, i wish i could get a pistol from nowhere and shoot them down one by one. They are just pieces of (filtered), (filtered) that are not worthwhile paying attention to.

Don't take these as something you've done, it's not your fault. It's just me who needs to take time letting out my negative emotions.

Cream Starlight, written @ 6:52pm, Sept 23rd, 2024

Extra: i think i'm not suitable for translating negative contents. The translation of Riversi's recent work took an emotional toll on me. Remember, when you are reading a story, you don't have to know characters' thoughts. But, when you try translating it, it's inevitable for you to feel what they feel and put yourself in their shoes.