Alright, I understand I should be all holly-jolly and cheerful this Christmas, but this time I'm being serious.

Since this year is about to end and we are days away from entering "the future," I'll try my best to describe what living in 2024 is like.

This year has felt unbearable, as if we are trapped in the depths of hell, experiencing its darkest horrors. We, the suffering souls, face serious challenges and arguments alike that take a toll on our mental health. Meanwhile, every negative aspects of the year, which embodies evil, continually subject us to endless torment and misery.

You see, when last year was coming to an end, I had high hopes for this year. I genuinely prayed that it would at least be a somewhat decent year compared to all the other years we have gone through, but...

...i was wrong.

Day after day, hour after hour, minute after minute, my mind constantly pushes me to confront issues that I can't handle. The first five months of this year were somewhat tolerable, but the subsequent months have been nothing short of agonizing.

I've always been trying harder and harder to be happy and enjoy my life, but in the end, every single attempt falls flat on its face. I find myself continuing to do the same things I hate, which is surrounding myself with arguments and drama.

It’s not just one thing, though. everything seems overwhelming. So much has happened that it feels like I’m living in a chaotic whirlwind. I can’t catch a break, and I can’t even breathe and enjoy life for a moment.

Whenever something occurs, it always tends to be bad news.

Nothing ever good happens, really.

And for those who might say, "If you don't like this year, you can deal with what it has to offer!" I hate to break it to you, but I can't handle it much longer. I just want to be happy and stay as positive as possible. I want to continue bringing joy to you all. However, the negative aspects are increasingly overshadowing the good, and that's what makes me keep making posts and content less frequently.

Labeling this year as "bad" is an understatement. It’s generous to call it that.

It is safe to say that 2024 has been an absolute disaster. All the faith, aspirations, wishes, and hopes I had for what comes next are gone.

And let's just say..

I'm afraid of the future.

Very afraid, infact.

I share your fears, everyone.

This picture sums up 2024 perfectly.