It got so bad, in like everything. You'll notice there is little detail I'm going into because if I get found out on this, ohoho I am COOKED.
I just feel really misunderstood sometimes. No one gets it. No one gets me. That's how I feel. And there's words I wish anyone could say to me but I've never heard. I've told it to other people but they never came to me. And that's so damn painful.
Things were so confusing and unreal. Mental health was literally falling apart. Stress was piling on and life? Literally peak-and-trough ahh stuff. I had amazing highs of life and great things, but I also had dealing with extreme lows. It taught me so much. And I white knuckled so much pain.
Yeah I'm not going into detail cuz it's so sensitive stuff I can't have anyone know. Just keep up the strong attitude and fight each day. That's the life. Nope. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life and He was with me every second of the pain I felt.
Did it all go away just cuz we crossed from 25 to 26? Nope. But I can say damn well I'm happy to have learned what I did from all that pain.
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