Well, this will be a short and different post than the ones I've been doing through the year

First off, I am sorry but there is no new sticker this month. I planned to, but I don't have the energy to do so-- if am canalizing all I have to make fanart to keep posting + potential commissions, since I really need to take a bunch of them during December (even thought I said I wouldnt, but things changed)

My health

This year had been weird, most of it had been awesome and pleasant, with this last 2 months being the worst of my entire life.

My relationship ended on the same day I was told I wouldn't be an active contributor for POPGOES anymore, my friends don't know what to do or say to help and that makes me feel left behind as they keep cheering and acting like nothing had happened, my job at retail got very stressful due the holidays. There is so much going on I develop insomnia; I am tired but I can't sleep, and if I do is usually for one or two hours. All of this made my health deteriorate, both physical and mentally.... and when my mental health reach a scary low I have never been on before, I took action to get medical help

I won't bother you with the details, but I am on observation and I need to be productive instead of laying on my bed all day crying for my pathetic life. I am slow, with less social energy, but I want to live, I want things to get better, even thought I dont know how considering everything that had happened

I have 20 days to get better, or I will go back to a job that keeps squeezing me without caring what is going on in my personal life. Nobody really does.

So... I am sorry, but I am reactivating old stickers

And I am opening commissions during December to try to get the money I wont get by work

And to pay my SOS trip and meds

Everything is a mess, and I feel so alone. Without anybody I can tell what is going on day by day

Is sad... I hope this is the only time I get to write something so sad

I am sorry