After deciding on something... I don't want to upload to YouTube anynore. I feel so tired. I get too ill trying. Even this first video I uploaded on 31st January 2025, I was visibly exhausted. I know I love making YTPMVs but making one every week is too demanding for me. Clearly I cannot keep up with this schedule when I have other things going on. I have the final major project to finish. I have exams. I have the spamgestive series to continue. It's a lot...

I still want to make them. But they will exclusively be posted here. People here generally care about my works and I'm happy to see that. I'm happy that you guys see me as a woman with talent and not... not a slop machine for content. I think I've felt recently unhappy uploading content on YouTube, but I also don't want to tell my parents I'm giving up. I know they'd be upset and I don't want that. I'm always just constantly panicking when some random weirdo subscribes to my channel and feeling like they're going to bully me or something. So I think I'll finally get this away from me.

This is a Spamton YTPMV. I'm slightly ashamed of it but here's my very first video. I watched tutorials and learnt visual movements by myself. I'm releasing a revamped/extended version on 3rd May. More [[BIG SHOT]], better visuals and extra dialogue.

I just don't like the fact it's part Sparta Remix...